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Sunday, November 30th, 2003

Time:6:23 pm.
Mood: sad.
it's a sad day when you have to lose a friend because you told them the truth. I'm sorry, Mike, but I never meant for us to stop conversing. :-/
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Saturday, November 29th, 2003

Time:1:00 am.
Mood: relaxed.
I love cutting up my old clothes to make them all kewl and funky. It makes me happy. Im me/email me for pics.

What do you want out of life? Out of love? Out of anything? I know what I want. I want to find happiness. I want to travel. I want to try new things. But right now, I want to take a shower, and everything big starts with something little. I remember the times when I were the happiest. There were only two. I can tell nobody about either, because I want someday to be happy every day of my life. :)
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Friday, November 28th, 2003

Time:12:38 am.
Mood: peaceful.
well, I had an..interesting Thanksgiving to say the least.

My mother is really bothered by the fact that we don't have any family to spend the holidays with. It bothers me very little if any at all. It's not that I wouldn't love all the good, fun, happy times families seem to have. It's just that *my* extended family is very..different. While there have always been goofing off, jokes, whatnot..we never had that feeling of closeness you need to feel securely in a family. That's why I don't miss going out there for Thanksgiving dinner. I'd rather just stay at home and help cook the food. I wanted to go volunteer at community resources today, but I didn't wake up in time. I was up until 3, in a bad mood, and one of my friends was trying to help get me out of it. He was telling me to think of things that made me happy. I can think of one, but I can't mention it out loud. It's one of those things, it's unspoken and silent, even for me-the girl who can say anything out loud. But as soon as I thought of this, my bad mood lifted, and I felt normally. I feel so strange. I'm starting to wonder if it's happening. My whole life I thought that someday I would disappear, go away, cease to exist. Maybe this is what these feelings are. They're making me feel lighter, less afraid, happier. I don't know how to explain it. I feel so alive, and i'm so afraid it's all going to end or go away or die.
<3
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Thursday, November 27th, 2003

Subject:In a bad mood
Time:12:13 am.
Mood: pissed off.
I hope you all FUCKING burn in hell. Jesus christ. just go to hell.
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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003

Subject:surveyness
Time:8:19 pm.
Mood: amused.
Stolen from hollywood_punk ;)

First best friend: Amanda
First real memory of something: My brother being born
First real kiss: on the bus in 9th grade
First Job: doing the billing for me mom
First crush: Shawn Miller-2nd grade
First screen name: bluelet
First self purchased album: savage garden
First funeral: my grandma
First pets: my rabbit-cottontail RIP
First credit card: i'll let you know when i get it.
First enemy: this girl in kindergarden..oo i hated that bitch
First big trip: canada when i was 4
First play/musical/performance: i dunno..1st grade?
First musician you remember hearing in your house: the Beatles
First band: Kiss
Last
Last cigarette: friday
Last big car ride: last friday
Last good cry: 3 weeks ago
Last library book checked out: err..some book i have in my backpack *can't remember the title*
Last movie seen: Daddy Daycare at home in my VCR :D
Last beverage drank: orange juice
Last food consumed: ice cream!
Last crush: still not over.
Last phone call made: Zac-asked about the meeting monday
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: my boots
Last CD played: 3eb
Last item bought: my yummy pepsi
Last annoyance: people bugging me on aim
Last soda drank: Dew
Last ice cream eaten: rocky road
Last shirt worn: WVU Mountaineers!
Last website visited: www.laundromatic.net
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Time:2:42 pm.
Mood: depressed.
-*-*StArT*-*-
What time is it?: 2:43 pm
What is the date?: November 25
Why are you filling this out? I'm bored and I'm depressed

-*-*YoU yOu YoU*-*-
Full name: Diane Nicole Davis
Do you like it?: Yup, can't complain
Nicknames: Di, Dee, DeeDee
If you could change your first name, what would it be? Ayiana :D
Age: 16
DOB: Oct 20, 87
Height: 5'8
Hair color: red
Eye color: blue
Where do you live?: WV
Do you like it there?: Nope!
Why/Why not: Can you say..boring/hickey/insanely far away from everything?
Astrological sign: Libra
Shoe Size: 7
Grade: 10
School: Ravenswood High School

-*-*FaMiLy*-*-
Parents names: Ruth and Stephen Davis
Do you have any siblings?: a brother
If so, what are their names and ages?: Cory-12
Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: divorced
Pets: 2 dogs, 2 horses, a rabbit, chicken and the animals i'm raising to sell (pigs at the moment)
Names: Nevermind
Do you like your family? No.
Favorite relative: Brother <3

-*-*FaVoRiTeS*-*-
Number: ..retard.
Color: blue
Car: anything junky and worn out
Season: summer for the lack of educational structure.
Holiday: Arbor day!
Month: october (mis cumpleanos!)
Day of the week: Saturday
Sport: Hockey
Class: None
Teacher: None
Drink: Strawberry Daiqueri
Candy: Skittles
Food: tacos!
Fruit: peaches
Veggie: gross
Dessert: anything cho-co-late
TV show: simpsons!
Radio station: whatever's on
CD: Third Eye Blind
Movie: ASDNC
Actor: Ashton Kutcher
Actress: Brittany Murphey
Song: Bright Lights-Matchbox 20 or Watermark by the Weakerthans
Phrase: meep
Animal: kitties
Flower: sunflowers
Clothing store: thrift stores
Article of clothing: my hoodie
Underwear: my black bra :D
State (that you've been to): Massachusetts
Ice cream flavor: strawberry cheesecake or rocky road
Breakfast food: cereal!
Way to have fun: partay!

-*-*ThIs Or ThAt*-*-
Me/You: You
AOL/AIM: AIM
CD/Cassette: CD
DVD/VCR: VCR
Radio/CD: Radio
Slow dance/fast dance: Fast
Jeans/Khakis: Jeans
Jacket/Coat: Coat
Leather/Pleather: pleather
Sparkles/Bronze: sparkles
Sexy/Hot: saxxy!
Car/Truck: truck
Civic/Acura: don't care
Corvette/Camero: don't care
Strong/Weak: strong
Upset/Pissed: Upset
Tall/Short: tall
Lunch/Dinner: Dinner
Abercrombie/Hollister: neither..gah
Gap/Old Navy: ^ ^
Nsync/BSB: ^ ^
Britney/Christina: Tramps
Love/Lust: Love
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: Don't care
Inside/Outside: outside
Lipstick/Lipgloss: Lipgloss
Silver/Gold: Silver
Piercings/Tattoos: both
Football/Basketball: football
Thunder/Lightning: lightning
This/That: this

-*-*FrIeNdS*-*-
Who is your best girl friend?: Bridgett
Guy friend: heh..:-X
Do you get along with people easily?: depends
Who have you known the longest?: Andie
Who do you dislike the most?: all of them!
Craziest: Bridgett
Loudest: Chels
Funniest: Bridgett
Quietest: Beth
Sweetest: Bridgett
Most caring: --
Most understanding: depends
Best dressed:--
Biggest flirt: BRIDGETT ALL THE WAY
Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: Josh W, because he well, had one
Cutest couple: dunno
Most loyal: Travis
Most athletic: Beth
Smartest: Sarcasm & Wit for all o.O
Who would do anything for a thousand dollars?
Who has the nicest parents?: Beth
Who is like your adopted sister/brother? Bridgett
Who is the most like you? Travis

-*-*LoVe n ReLaTiOnShIpS*-*-
Do you have a bf/gf?: Lol..
How long have you liked your bf/gf/crush? four billion years
What about them do you like so much?: think like me
What is their strongest quality?: Intellect
Weakest quality?: depends
How long have you known them?: four billion years
What feature attracted you to them first?: The way they just..walked right up to me lol
Who was your first love (if you've had one)? J
Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: haha. no.
Who is one person you've liked but NEVER said a thing?: some guy named Anthony in the 6th grade?

-*-*PaSt*-*-
If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: getting caught cheating on my english test
Do you have any regrets?: bundles.
Last thing you said: "lol" to mike
Last song you heard: Some song on this movie I was watching
Last person you talked to: Mike
If you could get back together with and who would it be and why? I have no regrets about my breakups.

-*-*PrEsEnT*-*-
What are you doing right now?: filling out this survey.
What cd is in your cd player?: 3eb
Are you cold?: YES! bjgjgjggddggg
How are you sitting? sitting back in me chair :D
Is there music on?: not at the moment
What time is it?: 3:05 pm
Where are your parents?: my mom is in bed sick

-*-*FuTuRe*-*-
How old will you be when you graduate high school?: 18
Are you going to get married?: probably..not.
Do you want to go to college?: yes ma'am
Which college: SLC, marietta college or Rice University
What kind of car will you want to drive: anything
What kind of job will you have: spanish translator, RN or journalist

-*-*HaVe YoU eVeR*-*-
Drank: Yes
Smoked: Yes
Skinny Dipped: yep
Prank called the police: no
Been followed, ect by the police: No
Been high: Yep
Done drugs: No
If so, what? Nothing
Met someone off the net: nope
Been in a fist fight: yep
Punched your sibling/parent: yep
Wished you'd die: yes
Tried to commit suicide: yes
Broken a bone: my arm when i was 4
Driven illegally: yep
Thrown things at your parents: lol..every day
Runaway: in the future
Filled out a survey this long: I think so

-*-*OtHeRs*-*-
Do you right in cursive or print?: Print
Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: ambidextrious..play hockey/guitat with left, write with right
Do you believe in God? No Comment lol.
Whats your religion? Atheism/Agnostic
What do you think of rainbows? sex
Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: i want some
Do you drive? er..hell yes?
Do you have braces or glasses? braces
Like milk and cookies?: yum
Ever worn black nail polish? yup
Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: nada
If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be? Mine is sensing people's presences.
If you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it? immortalitiy, or the power to fly
Do you do things even when your parents say no?: of course
What is your favorite song to "rock out" to? lol..
Ever taken anything from a hotel?: soap
Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: lol..
Do you think this is stupidly long?: i have no life anyway
Did you like it?: it was great.
Why/Why not: i'm bored and depressed
-*-*FiNiSh*-*-
What time is it? 3:17 pm
What is the date?: November 25
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Monday, November 24th, 2003

Subject:my empire of dirt :)
Time:9:47 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
I cut my hair today! I was bored, so I found my hairdressing scissors and layered it a bit. I love cutting my hair. haha. I get my enjoyment in life out of strange things.

The past few days I've been thinking about the past and the future. Things I've done. people i've met. Fooling around with S**** in math class. Kissing outside in the cold during a football game. Little things. Big things. It makes me wonder what the future will bring.
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Subject:Is anyone out there?
Time:9:03 pm.
Mood: good.
woah. Haven't written in this thing in ages. I don't think anyone on my friends list remembers me. I don't even remember when I had this thing. Wow. Okay. *stares in awe*

*stops staring*

Hm, so what's been going on? Bleh. parents. school. grades. homework. people. relationships. money. work. stuff.

Where are you? Are you happy? I hope so.


I keep clicking things on accident. I wonder if this entry will show up three times now. That would be great. I could sit home and count them.



I love you.
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Friday, June 6th, 2003

Time:10:13 pm.
Mood: excited.
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